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RecoveryOne word, four syllables,
And eight letters.
Do you know what that word is?
It's an easy guess, but a hard thing to start.
The rewards will be worth it though.
It's hard, it's going to be hard.
It'll have the relapses.
Lots of crying.
And crying is good, alright? It helps, almost like venting or ranting.
The decision is tough.
You're going to have to tell your parents - about the cutting, starving, suicide attempts, and maybe even more.
You might even think that you're parents don't have to care what you'll say.
That they might even hate you for what you done.
Call you an attention seeker.
But guess what?
You're wrong, dead wrong.
Sweetie, your parents are your parents for a damned reason.
They're here to be here for you.
Hell, you might have parents who fight a lot or don't talk to you very much.
That doesn't mean that they love you any less than any other parent.
They say I love you for
Darkness #3: You lied
I believed that you would save me.
I thought that you would take me away from here.
You said that we would be together.
No more pain, no more sorrow
You LIED to me!
I hurt everywhere.
I’m laying in my own pool of blood.
Watching you run away from me.
What did I do?
I told you that I’d loved you.
You told me that you loved me!
Is all that a lie to you?
Is all that just a game?
Am I something that you can throw away?
Nothing matters to me anymore.
You threw away my feelings.
You tossed away everything that meant something.
I just want to die now.
So I never have to see your disgusting face again.
I need to get up.
No matter how much it hurts.
I need to see you.
But will you tell me another lie?
It hurts to think about what we did.
I loved you and thought that we’d be together.
I have a knife and you have nothing.
I promise that you’ll feel everything that I did.
You said to me that you’d make sure I’d never feel pain.
Why did you
Darkness #2: Forever
Why do you run?
Aren’t you going to stay?
I need you to stay...
Please stop running.
I don’t want to force you.
Why are you screaming?
You did say that you would stay,
I thought we would be friends,
I need you to stay here, with me!
My sanity is will be gone if you don’t...
Where are you?
I want to find you.
I need to find you,
You’re the only one left here.
Stop running away.
We’ll be here...
You said so.
Can I believe you?
Why is there red liquid all over the carpet?
It must be from her...
I need her to stop running.
Stop running away from me.
I want you to stay here with me...
Forever and ever, just like you said so.
You’ll be safe...
When you’re dead with me.
“I found you!”
Why do you look terrified?
You should be happy!
You’ll be with me,
Don’t worry about my hand,
You don’t have to worry,
Go To Sleep (StevexReader) One-Shot
Steve was sprawled out across the bed, remote control in hand as he clicked through channels. You were in the bathroom, removing your makeup and getting ready for bed. After washing your face, you strolled out of the bathroom and sat down next to Steve. He looked up at you and gave you the same smile that always made you blush.
“Ready for bed?” he asked. “We have a big mission tomorrow so we need our rest.”
“Yeah, yeah, I know.”
You and Steve almost always teamed up together on missions. Sometimes you couldn’t because your set of skills were needed for a different mission or because yours weren’t needed for the one that Steve was assigned to do. Even after being married to him for over three years, you still worried when he went off on a mission without you. Yes he was a super soldier but you knew what kind of torture men like Steve went through if they were captured by the enemy. You had been through it yourself and on one occasion, did
Levi x Reader |Shipping|"Hey guys. I was wondering, who do you ship (Name) with?" Sasha asks all of the sudden, causing people from around the table to pause. Even Levi took interest to the conversation about to occur, wanting to note things said girl was into.
"I ship her with Armin." Christa piped up, which made Armin blush. Jean snorted out of amusement at this answer as he takes a bite of his potato, causing everyone to know why.
"She needs a real man. I ship her with moi." Eren groans, as Jean appears to have a smug look on his face. Levi narrows his eyes at him, remembering to remove you from all the chores that you both share. Jean looks over at Eren, annoyed.
"Well then who do you ship her with titan breath?" Jean says, making Eren glare at him.
"I ship her with Mikasa. They're always talking about stuff whenever I see them together." Eren says, which makes Mikasa's eyes widen at him. She elbows him, giving a disapproving glare. Eren mutters an ouch.
"I think (Name) and Co-" Armin wa
Knock 'Em Out (TonyxReader) One-ShotIt was another one of those nights where you went out to the bar to see if you could meet someone. These past few weeks you’ve been having nothing but one night stands that turned into nothing. Sure going to a bar wasn’t a place to find love but you were out of options at this point. Plus work didn’t exactly give you a lot of time to go out to a real location to find someone. That and dating sites creeped you out.
Sighing to yourself, you brought your drink to your lips. Looks like you would be going home alone again tonight. Everyone here was either too creepy or too old for you. You didn’t want to feel like you were dating your grandfather of course.
Alright, so this is a song about anyone
It could be anyone, you're just doing your own thing
And someone comes out the blue
A man wearing cheap cologne approached you. You didn’t want to turn him down so easily but the look that he had in his eyes made you think that he was going to eat
Music Tastes (TonyxReader) One-Shot“You’re funny.”
“Oh and why’s that?” you raised an eyebrow at Tony.
“Because you honestly think I’m going to raise my child to listen to that racket you call music?”
“It’s not racket,” you said through gritted. “And hey, until this thing is out of me, it’s MY baby.”
You poked his chest with your index finger, eyes shooting daggers at him. As per usual, you and Tony were arguing about how you should raise the baby. You had agreed to the Iron Baby suit because, well, it was a freaking Iron Baby suit. No doubt that your child would look adorable in that. You had come to negotiate with him on whom the God Parents should be and it was decided that Bruce would be the godfather and Natasha would be the godmother. You both agreed that you wouldn’t leave your baby ever alone with your mother, for you knew how psychotic the woman could be. She had her good intentions but yo
Frozen Medley (Bad Touch Trio x Reader)
Author's Note: As the title says, it's full of Frozen references. Don't like it? Click Here and a stupid intro that's all. //sulk
It was just a boring day at her house, (Name) plopped down on the couch. Sighing, she looked around. Bored members of the group 'Bad Touch Trio' sat around her. They were all as bored as (Name), if not more so. They had tried everything, playing video games, movies and so on the list.
A light bulb suddenly popped above her head, "Guys..."
The trio looked at her and said "What?" in three different languages.
"I have an idea, let's make Frozen Medley!" She beamed.
"Let's start with..." she pondered, "You!"
(Name) pulled Gilbert to the center of the living room. "Then..." She grabbed Francis hand and also pulled him to the center. She braided his hair and twisted into a bun. "(Name), what are you doing?" Francis asked, but (Name) just shoved it off.
"There!" (Name) said after finishing her work. "
Deadpool X Male!Reader -1- ''Only For You Babe!''
(y/n) = Your name
(f/c) = Favorite color
(e/c) = Eye color
(h/c) = Hair color
You = 17 Years old
It was finally nighttime, ah silence.
Your wonderful family was insane and just had to be on the move every single day, whether it was formal events, or special ‘family planned vacations (that no one told you about). It was exhausting.
You ran and literally jumped into your plushy bed face first. You groaned and hugged your (f/c) blanket tight against your chest, breathing in the fresh scent of lilacs. Your (e/c) orbs fluttered shut, mind ready to fall into a sweet and calm slumber.
That’s when you heard it, your painfully annoying little sibling screaming at the top of her lungs.
“I DON’T WANT TO GO TO BEDDD!” Caitlyn screamed outside of your room. The little blonde hated to go to sleep, she was never really a fan of relaxing, the little twit was always energetic.
The complete opposite of you, and sometimes you wondered if she was even related to yo
Not Dead (Gabrielxreader)“(y/n) wait!” Sam yelled but you didn’t stop. You just kept running into the hotel forcing Sam and Dean to follow. You knew what that white flash of light meant but you didn’t want to believe it. There was a small part of your mind that kept trying to convince you that he was still alive and that light hadn’t come from him.
When you made it into the room any scrap of hope left you. Gabriel laid lifeless in the center of the room, the image of his wings burned into the floor. You walked over to sit beside him and brought his head onto your lap.
“Gabriel you idiot,” you whispered as you ran your hands through his hair. The shock wouldn’t let you cry or calm your shaking hands. All you could do was look down at your angel with a blank expression. Sam and Dean made their way towards you and kept trying to get you to talk to them but you couldn’t focus on what they were saying. Their words just echoed in your head not making any se
Avengers x Reader Sleepover! Pt.7Avengers x Reader Sleepover! pt. 7
"Ladies and gentlemen.....and Clint!"
"...I present to you Loki, the god of mischief!" Tony introduced as he stood at the open door, Loki however didn't come through. "*ahem* reindeer games, that's your queue!" Tony said through gritted teeth. There were a few mumbling sounds from the other side of the door. Tony sighed in defeat and peered round the corner. "Dude! That's you're queue!" He yelled. Loki reluctantly stepped through the door, he too was now in American flag speedos.
"I dislike this flimsy garment," he whined.
"Don't be daft Loki! You look lovely." You giggled.
"But they are very uncomfortable....and tight..."
"Well That's no shock." Natasha said. You slapped her arm playfully giving her a 'shut up don't start this again' look. She caught on but didn't listen.
"What do you mean?" Loki asked.
"Well, they're tight beca-" you put your hand over her mouth.
"Nat, this guy is a player, don't encourage him." You whispered to her. Lo
Deadpool X Male!Reader -2- ''You Wound Me!''
You groaned as you felt the warm sunlight on your face and rolled over on your side, cuddling up to the blanket more, breathing in that wonderful lilac scent. You were strangely more comfortable then normal though..your (e/c) eyes fluttered open and you came face to face with a red and black mask. "Hiya!" He cheered.
"AAAHHHH!" You screeched and fell onto the carpeted floor in a panic, causing a loud thump to echo throughout the room.
"Hey, hey, hey, whoa whoa!" He said darting out of the bed, rushing over to you and putting a gloved finger to your lips, signaling for you to be quiet. Your eyes widened as you realized who this was.
You weren't wrong, you'd know that fac--er, mask anywhere..
You both froze as the sound of your mother could be heard tapping on your door. "(y/n), honey are you alright?" She asked worriedly, her soft voice showing concern. You slapped Deadpool's hand away from your face and crawled over to the door.
"Y-Yeah, I'm fine, just had a nightmare and fel
KittiesHe was a cat.
That's a lot to take in...
After all, he is a human.
But why was he turning into a cat?!
I bet if you just learned that your best friend was a cat, you'd freak out as well...
I screamed when I saw him first.
He was at my house when I first saw his transformation...
We were hanging out and playing video games,
and then I had to go to the restroom.
When I came out, he was staring at the TV...
I don't really remeber what happened after that though.
Just that, when I woke up I saw a cat.
And his shirt was on the little kitty,
also that the cat had a small pair of headphones around his ears.
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